Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Reality, Warped

Worlds Apart


Once upon a time, a little black bird and a tiny rainbow-coloured fish fell in love. Neither of them knew it then, of course. The bird had been singing a pretty tune as it took deep breaths of the sky, and the fish had been busy drinking. It was a miracle they'd even met at all, and that miracle happened one very normal day.

It was just another day and there was no cosmic power at work, no strange probability-defying coincidence. It was just another One Day, and on that one particularly nondescript day, the bird happened to stop mid-song to take a sip from the same pond in which the fish resided, a pond of water so crystal clear that the colours danced off the fish's back into nearby ripples. That very ordinary day was marked by a sliver of colour and a half-tune and love.

They peered cautiously at each other, and then the two went their separate ways as they must, living on different sides of that one medium-defining line. But the bird seemed to become thirstier than usual and the fish, less fond of the safety of depth. One day, they met, each treading the line, and spoke in tales.

"Tell me what it is you see from those weeds deep below."
"Tell me what it is you see from on top of that tree."

"I see shimmering air bubbles quivering against the weeds, the most exquisitely water-carved rocks. Sometimes they skip along the bottom of the pond to a beat that can't be heard, riding the waters to wherever it may take them. That is a most peculiar dimension, the one you're in; it lies in strange angles."

"I see a red roof and a chimney, a farmer and his daughter riding a black horse, which is really a very dirty zebra. Miles and miles of gold each year and they pour something brown into the fields, something they call chocolate. The humans, they call this project the Co-co Krunch."

Day after day they told each other stories from their side of the line, and one day they tried to cross it. But neither could breathe on the wrong side of it, and the bird and the fish stared wistfully at each other from where they were, helpless and firmly planted in two different worlds.

The boy shook the dome impatiently, finally smiled as the line broke into a confetti of bubbles and glitter.

For that few moments, the fish and the bird were in the same world at last, and that little while lasted an eternity in their memories. And so they lived happily ever after.

The End.

-from raining-noodles.blogspot.com-

Monday, June 18, 2007

"I'm just a kid"

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid
Tonight

-Simple Plan-


Heh. Maybe I'm just scared.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Food for thought

I posted this up in my class blog around a year ago, and somehow I just felt like re-posting it up here.

Quote:

Life is short. We all know that. We may try to deny it, or refuse to think about it, but I think each and every one of us would acknowledge that as a fact.

So life IS short. Question is, what are we doing "with the time that is given to us"? (Quote Gandalf) Think about it. A quarter of our productive lifespan is already over, and what have we been doing? Getting educated, I suppose. But to what point and purpose? That's the question i want to ask, and attempt to answer.

What CAN we do in life? We can live out life in the indifference of ignorance, a fool who struts his hour upon the stage, or we can at least try to make a difference. The latter option looks more appealing to me, and I'm sure most youths of this energetic, restless, brilliant but aimless generation would agree. No one wants to remain an unknown. We all want to shake the very foundation of this world to it's core. We want to change the world, explore the unexplored, push the boundaries of the unknown, be SOMEBODY.

But HOW?!? Here I am, a naive, unexperienced, ordinary boy of a mere 15 years, (yes, I'm still fifteen.... =P ), living in a nondescript town going to a nondescript school with a boring past and a bright but blur future. I expect most of you have a similar story to tell. Yet we all want to be somebody who makes a difference. HOW?!?

I'm trying to consider our options. We could be rebels, dye our hair pink, wear black leather, and run around shouting, "The government sucks!" or something like that. Would that make a difference? Maybe. Look at the Tiananmen Square Massacre. Those students did make a difference. But a lasting one? Hmm....

Or we could continue with our present course. Finish school, graduate from university, get a good job. How to make a difference? By pushing the boundaries of science by becoming a scientist? By becoming a doctor and saving lives? By becoming a billionaire and eradicating poverty? Would that make a difference? The boundaries of science are limitless, people will forever continue to fall sick, richness is but a subjective adjective.

Or we could try to infuence people and change them for the better. Be a rock star and add cheer to people's lives. Be a writer and try to influence the way they think. Be a missionary and try to save their souls. Be a champion for the causes of GOOD ( another subjective adjective) in whatever way we can envision. Would any of this make a difference?

So..... The question is there- what do we do with the time that is given to us? Contemplate that, and plan for the future. Life is short, be ambitious, make a difference, SHAKE THE WORLD..... Who and what do you want to become? Don't let other people make that decision for you. It's YOUR life. Use it well. How? YOU think about it. And just do it.

Unquote.

Reviewing this, I realise I'm still as confused as ever. I guess purpose and meaning is something we have to search for every day of our lives.

Good luck with that.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Hands over your heart.

Y'know how in Malay, we refer to the spiritual heart as hati? Though hati actually literally means liver?

And you know how we have to put our hands over our hearts when we sing anthems and make pledges?


Well, I guess Malaysians aren't the only ones taking taking the phrase "letaklah tangan anda di atas hati" literally.



"I pledge allegiance...."


Man, no wonder the world is screwed up.

It takes two to tango


Hmm... Another thought-provoking picture from DeviantArt.

No one can do the tango alone.

Lyrics

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are

But I....
I'm with you...
I'm with you...
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I...

I'm with you...
I'm with you...

I'm with you.

-Avril Lavigne

No one writes lyrics better than she does.

Friday, June 01, 2007

Racism

Heh. Here in Malaysia we blame the government for being racist and for discriminating against non-Islamic religions. But the rest of us non-Bumis can be pretty racist as well.

Check this out: www.urbandictionary.com/malay

I guess racism is a universal theme. Its probably linked to evolution and the survival of the fittest, like everything else.

My only other comment is on stereotyping people. Seems to be the norm nowadays. The Chinese are miserly, the Malays lazy, the Muslims extreme, the Christians pacifist, The Americans oil-hungry/selfish, the North Koreans maniacally suicidal, God great and good and loving, the Devil evil, ghosts invisible, cheetahs fast, sloths slow, murderers crazy, Catholic priests gay/paedophiles, Angelina Jolie hot, Mr. Bean funny.

Man, we human beings just LOVE classifications and relative adjectives. Must be something to do with the way our brains are hard-wired. And we can never accept the fact that things can change, too.

This reminds me of a scene from "The Matrix".

Niobe: There are some things in this world that never change.
Morpheus: Some things do change.
Niobe: Thank God some things do.

Amen to that.